i hate this world!
another day has just passed. unfortunately it's only midweek.
everyday, i scream silently to the mgt: FIRE ME. though most pp think tt working in a bank is deemed rather respectable, i feel tt i've landed myself into yet another shithole. or am i complaining too much, cuz everywhere is just the same?
though i am a uni grad and has officer rank, i feel darn lowly in e big tank. i suppose its the nature of the job itself. afterall, i am such an egotistical person; i feel that i deserve so much more respect. bcoz i am much smarter, skilful & efficient than any of them.
i shldnt have helped them! doing gd deeds doesnt pay at all. whenever i fell sick, who bothers to ask? "colleagues are afterall, colleagues". all they do is to demand this & that. no appreciation at all when i help; and only critical remarks when i don't (and i am not even fucking obliged to do so).
things arent anywhere better socially. frens who used to be close to me are all gone wif e wind. my so-called ex-"best fren" can't even rem where & which coy i working at. hardly anyone bothers to ask me out anymore; some of them presumed tt i am "busy with BF". even my ex clubbing kaki calls me just so as to "share some savings plans" with me. how thoughtful.
this world sucks BIG time.
everyday, i scream silently to the mgt: FIRE ME. though most pp think tt working in a bank is deemed rather respectable, i feel tt i've landed myself into yet another shithole. or am i complaining too much, cuz everywhere is just the same?
though i am a uni grad and has officer rank, i feel darn lowly in e big tank. i suppose its the nature of the job itself. afterall, i am such an egotistical person; i feel that i deserve so much more respect. bcoz i am much smarter, skilful & efficient than any of them.
i shldnt have helped them! doing gd deeds doesnt pay at all. whenever i fell sick, who bothers to ask? "colleagues are afterall, colleagues". all they do is to demand this & that. no appreciation at all when i help; and only critical remarks when i don't (and i am not even fucking obliged to do so).
things arent anywhere better socially. frens who used to be close to me are all gone wif e wind. my so-called ex-"best fren" can't even rem where & which coy i working at. hardly anyone bothers to ask me out anymore; some of them presumed tt i am "busy with BF". even my ex clubbing kaki calls me just so as to "share some savings plans" with me. how thoughtful.
this world sucks BIG time.
posted by kimmie at
11:40 PM
3 Comments:
At least someone still willing to read and know your where about.Real pals always somewhere where you dun notice at all.
Someone's will definitely be there always for you anytime & anywhere depending on whether you trust or needs him or not.....
there is no one there for me at all when i need somebody. whats the point of being "there" when i am "here"? pls leave names or i will just delete.
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