stop

my heart is like in a million pieces now. there seems to be something choking up my throat too. when was the last time i felt like this? damn me. should never have allowed myself to sink in such a vulnerable state. my head is burning and i seem to be seeing bright lights during intervals. i switch off the lights and try to sleep but my mom keeps disturbing me. heck i really can't eat.. i got no appetite and tt's it! stop forcing food down my throat! i shld just stop...stop it.