Thursday, December 15, 2005

moving on

i started on 6 sep 05.

i'm ending it all on 6 jan 05.

yeah i'm leaving dis plc soon. i need to move on, juz like e others. anyway down here, pp r juz too occupied wif their own stuff. be it personal or work (i.e. trying to curry flavour wif e more impt pp etc). i used to work so hard. but in e end, im juz an invisible worker. totally unappreciated & forever under the eyes of those condescending imbeciles. esp those smelly AMs and disgusting bitches who put on a superficial facade. and those to claim credit for my hard work. and those who backstab me. all of u. im gg see through all of u, i will curse u all till u rot in hell!

anyway, i shld be happy, cos like wat gaven had said, i shld practise daily, to start and end e day happy, regardless of what happens! cos dis, i owe it to myself! im juz so glad tt i've managed to hit my objective juz when i was analyzing what i want outta my working life. my aim is to climb at least 2 levels within 3-5 years. i finally did it! now im gg one level up! i noe its gonna be tough, lotsa OT and a new, unknown environmt again. but i shall not be detered by dis trivialities! i wanna grow up, be more mature (not juz in work but oso in other aspects, e.g. personal life). perhaps i wun spend as much when im settled in my new office, cos orchard area is forever orchard ma. (wah juz nw went mng sale but hengz ah didnt spend one cent!!)

hmm tink its time to reflect..abt my life!! i mean, what exactly is so impt in my life rite now?? establishing my career?? forming a family?? earning as much as cash as possible to spend & travel?? what is tt one thing which is so meaningful tt when i am on my deathbed, i'd be contented tt i had achieved it??

it's time to learn how to die.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hihi darling!
congrats on finding a better job wif room for u to improve and advance!

im aware of ur reflections and i find that u are thinkin abt how these changes will affect us.

but i will make sure we still get to meet and spend happy times together irregardless of our busy work schedules k :)

9:09 PM  
Blogger * Gerald * said...

Congrats ^_^

9:12 AM  

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