can't imagine how must frustration is building inside me!
so many questions which lead to null answers; so many worries which i cannot solve.

why are there so many pp here in this place behave as if i owe them everything?
am i their slave? am i very easy to be bullied? why do i need to get so worked up, and slam vulgarities over small issues?
why is it tt there seems to be no proper workflow in every dept, every team?
no one seems to have manuals; and even though i have created my manual, it seems redundant n i have no cover.
why is there no maker checker process? how accurate are all the reports here?
are they all really tt busy tt they have to send emails after office hrs, even near to midnight? or are they just delaying sending out their emails?
why is everything so urgent, but it appears tt our submission is read several days later? which report has priority? or does any of them serve any purpose?

he says he deserves to have his time, having fun in office, cos he seldom has this luxury.
is this true? den how abt the time when he went for prata n drinks n came home at 5am? is tt not considered having fun w his coll?
where is his sense of responsibility? almost 30 but yet can never settle any serious issues.
who is the one who wanna hold wedding? yet, he doesnt care to settle any of the issues.
and does he not have a share in the flat? yet, he doesnt care to maintain the place n doesnt help out in the h/h chores.

i am really very tired. i really do not know how much longer i can tahan.