Wednesday, May 24, 2006

finally...

been waiting for tt moment for years... and finally i m doing it tmr...

really worried tt i can't focus on the red light...

no more liability...

it's just me and a brand new vision...

god bless me...

Friday, May 05, 2006

你要的不是我

歌曲:你要的不是我
歌手:林俊杰 专辑:曹操
词:林怡凤曲:林俊杰

怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗
想代替你回答
你知道吗
走了好远我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲

你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动

能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

life is difficult w/o $$$

no money no talk
for poor souls like us, location can't be e priority anymore. money is so impt. in fact, money seems to determine how good one's life can be. m scott peck says tt life is difficult. i say it's more difficult for pp like me than those who stay in landed properties, frequent high class restaurants 5 times a week (e remainder 2 days are spent tricking mums into thinkng tt they are better than din tai fung chefs), and those can get married anytime they want (like those korean dramas).

retirement
been spending my free time in e office scouting for flats (other than finding info on lasik) & calculating e costs. and in e midst of doing this, i realise tt it's so impt to set aside sufficient funds for retirement!

let's say i need $1K a mth if i'm being frugal, and i happen to retire at e comfy age of 55 - yea yea i'm lazy. and i die @ 75 yrs old.

amt needed = $1K x (75-55) x 12 = $240K

fucking hell where am i gonna get tt kinda money?! my cpf is prob gonna give me only abt $100K (after all e deductions of instalments). so wat else can i do? save up & invest in unit trusts?

savings = $500 x (55 - 26) = $174K

wif a bit of conservative investment, prob can hit $185K lah. and i think i still got some insurance funds wif hsbc which i can withdraw in my 40s. but bear in mind, tt's only if i can tahan being frugal!

final verdict
no cash for buying flat @ toa payoh. too expensive & might be smaller / older. ya lor i eating sour grapes now. budget has to be cut down greatly to $200K (meaning: settle for a plce in yishun liao). would rather set aside some funds to renovate e place till nice nice. stay liao feel more comfy... happy!

for e 1st time in my life, i genuinely wish tt i strike toto or 4D!

(hmm wonder how much tt gold chain is worth? =p)